This is my first time posting on any site but I just wanted to be in touch with like minded people. I have nothing to live for after losing everything again for the third time in my life. I really can't and don't want to start over again. I have taken paracetamol overdoses four times before in the past so I decided to try something different, I planned it for about a week and decided that last Sunday would be my last day. I parked somewhere really quiet and <Mod Edit, WildCherry: Methods>, this was about 5 in the afternoon, I woke up at 1am with no ill effects whatsoever, I just can't understand why it won't happen for me. I feel like a failure I can't even do that right!. I have now decided to try dehydration and starvation as from writing this message, I have researched this and the one thing I know I have is will power to succeed at this as it is something to work at everyday and also knowing that it will lead to death which is the ulitmate goal.