Why is it that when you get like this, all depressed and suicidal. Why is it that your friends seem to want nothing to do with you? Why is it that you need to give them a reason for them to help you?. Why cant they just help you out of being your friend?! Why is it that after my 1st attempt people started to ignore me? why is it that after my 2nd attempt none of them cared?! Why do they think this helps? I dont understand how anyone can be someones friend and then be so selfish as to not want to help them because they aren't worth their time! WHAT THE HELL?! My ex boyfriend doesn't even care that I tried to kill myself the 2nd time. Not even a word of contact from him..........nothing. I thought he'd at least ask if I was ok........ WHAT IS THIS ALL FOR?! WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR IF THEY DONT CARE WHEN YOU NEED THEM THE MOST?!