I'm going to use a bad word, but I am so frustrated right now. F*** YOU Liesl. I can't believe you could screw up things even further than they already were. Because of you I'm really battling right now and my father hasn't spoken to me in the last two months. I know my current therapist says I have to forgive her and I want to, but every time I remember the fact that I have no money and no chance of getting a job, and I rely on my father to support me for the moment and I now have to beg him and make up excuses to get a bit of money. I can't forgive Liesl right now I'm just far too angry.