I'm so sick of myself. I'm sick of regretting things I say, do, write. I'm always giving too much info out to people! I should have learnt by now but on, I do it daily. I need to just lock myself away so I stop it. Fuck talking to people. I do better on my own and enjoy myself more. Its just stupid people telling me its good for me to go out. Fuck it.
As a perpetual gabber I can relate. Conversations with son are always prefaced with "how many times have I told you not to talk to people" (from him, not me :laugh. Over the years I tried to change, but honestly have accepted it's just part of who I am so now I just shrug me shoulders and live with it.
