why do i even bother?

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by xXxBrOKenWiNgSxXx, Jun 23, 2010.

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  1. xXxBrOKenWiNgSxXx

    xXxBrOKenWiNgSxXx Well-Known Member

    My life is so pointless.
    I shouldn't even bother
    I can’t be bothered anymore
    I just want it to stop
    The voices
    The nightmares
    The visions
    The fact that ever friend I get I push away
    The fact that I can’t let anyone in
    The fact I will never trust anyone again
    I’ve lost all interest in everything
    I can’t be arsed to early breathe anymore
    It all just feels like too much effort
    I can’t stop myself from feeling like this anymore
    I just don’t have the energy
    I feel lost and alone even surrounded by people that feel the same way
    I’m just so insignificant.. so useless.. so pointless
  2. i-am-from-the-moon

    i-am-from-the-moon Well-Known Member

    im always here for you kay kay
  3. xXxBrOKenWiNgSxXx

    xXxBrOKenWiNgSxXx Well-Known Member

    no one even fucking cares about me!!!
  4. Domo

    Domo Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry dead. I care.

    Have you got any support? Therapy?

    (i'd ask you this in chat but it's a bit busy right now)
  5. xXxBrOKenWiNgSxXx

    xXxBrOKenWiNgSxXx Well-Known Member

    i have therapy which is totaly pointless
    i know they say it gets worse before it gets better but...
    it never changes... i've seen so many therapist so many counsellors,
    none of it makes any difference its all just a waste of time..
  6. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    Hi Kay. Why do you feel that no one cares about you? Lot's of people care about you, on here and in real life. :hug:
  7. Ldub20

    Ldub20 Well-Known Member

    Think of it this way. You'd rather have my life than have mine. I'd rather be in a third-world country starving. I wish every day that a terminal illness befalls me.
  8. Dave_N

    Dave_N Banned Member

    You really shouldn't wish for these things to happen. One day you might wake up and not have any food to eat and that wouldn't be good, or one day after a physical exam your doctor tells you that you have cancer. Is this what you really want?
  9. Ldub20

    Ldub20 Well-Known Member

    Maybe not a terminal illness but definitely a chance to live in a 3rd world country.

    Their lives top mine and that's a fact. My life makes theirs seem glamorous.
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