im so fucking angry today. im so fed up of all this shit!!! im always here for her. ALWAYS. and she just throws it back in my face. everytime. i cant believe i let her ruin all my nights out by worrying and being here for her. i cant believe i take all her shit wen she is feeling down. and for what? to be blanked all day and told ur moving away? fuck this. i cant be arsed with you or anyone right now. grrrrr. i hate this world. nothing ever can go right. ever. and here i am alone yet again, after trusting someone yet again. why did i think u were different when ur just as fucking bad. if not worse. its not enough to say ''im sorry i keep hurting you'' cus in the end them words mean nothing. and i mean nothing to you. so forget it. im done with u now.