I think many of us know the feeling of a gaping void being in our chest. The combination of feeling that your chest is crushing your lungs and the feeling of solitude and heartbreak both at once. I’ve been feeling this way for a couple days now and it’s kinda bugging me. It may have something to do with a girl but I feel that’s a ridiculous thing to feel so hurt over. Not rejected, if anything everything was great. I just constantly feel that I annoy her and that she’s ignoring me. Here’s what happened:
A girl who’s my age has been a family friend since we were at least 2. Even though we live 10 hours away from each other we text all the time and always talk. I just got back from seeing my family and her and I went on a little road trip to Ohio to celebrate the 4th. All her friends kept saying her and I were gonna get married one day and I’d play along and say “Who’s to say we’re not already”. She’d get a little embarrassed and whenever her friends brought up something she thought was embarrassing she’d get really nervous and walk away so she couldn’t hear the rest or see my reaction. I consistently felt like an annoyance to her even though it was clear I wasn’t. The pictures we took prove it.
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I like her and I keep trying not to because long distance wouldn’t work for me even if she was into me.
Ever since she dropped me off at my family’s house last night it’s like she’s been distant and uninterested. I feel like I could be reading too much into the situation and that could be what’s causing this empty abyss feeling. Any advice?
A girl who’s my age has been a family friend since we were at least 2. Even though we live 10 hours away from each other we text all the time and always talk. I just got back from seeing my family and her and I went on a little road trip to Ohio to celebrate the 4th. All her friends kept saying her and I were gonna get married one day and I’d play along and say “Who’s to say we’re not already”. She’d get a little embarrassed and whenever her friends brought up something she thought was embarrassing she’d get really nervous and walk away so she couldn’t hear the rest or see my reaction. I consistently felt like an annoyance to her even though it was clear I wasn’t. The pictures we took prove it.
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I like her and I keep trying not to because long distance wouldn’t work for me even if she was into me.
Ever since she dropped me off at my family’s house last night it’s like she’s been distant and uninterested. I feel like I could be reading too much into the situation and that could be what’s causing this empty abyss feeling. Any advice?
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