I dont know what is going on with me, everyday sucks I hate going to my job which I used to love and everyone just annoys that hell out of me and I have dreams about my death either where I am killing myself or someone else is. When I am driving I always hope as I pass an Intersection some drunk will come out an hit me so hard where there is no chance of me living, I want to walk into the middle of the road a pray that someone not paying attention will run me over. I dont know why I think and feel these things and I want to stop but they take over my mind and I can not get them out. What do I do? Someone HELP ME!!!!