Ok, so I am the most stupid person around. My bloke went away for weeks today so I feel like shit. I have a new housemate. We got drunk and ended up going out. I passed out in toilet s of 2 much to drink and ambulance was called. So the hospital basically told her my whole medical history. Everthing. |The overdoses, the self harm. No one knows about any of it! not even my bloke. Now she does as of hospital people. Today was going to be the day that was my reckoning. She moved in and things seemed to be ok for a bit so put todays plans on hold. Now after that well I cant live with someone who knows everything and everything just seems a million times worse. So now all i ca think of is what I can do. I dont have anything at all other than herbal. I want my bloke but he is on other side of world!!!!