I think about dying every day. I feel like all I do is work to pay bills. I worry about money almost constantly. My 2 cats are the number one thing keeping me alive. They are elderly and would be seriously traumatized If I left. I hate that cliche that many people make cats seem like an animal for losers. So many People are cruel and I’ve given up on the Ugly human race. This is all I can do right now. I’m exhausted.<