I like being by myself in my room, looking things up, playing games and not even caring about anything around me outside of it. I'll start thinking about a lot of things and It'll come down to me being depressed and I can't help but like it. For example recently while I'm working a girl comes and tries to hit on me and I just stood there waiting for her to pay for everything. I dunno.. It's satisfying for some reason to be alone I guess, was wondering if anybody might know why.