I am Lost, not knowing where I am coming from and not knowing where I am going! My thoughts remembering.. bringing the warm feelings back I once felt until I remember the end of it all and what happened. It has not even been a year and I, to this very day still think of her.. though I know I shouldn't! She wouldn't for me.. so why.. the torture that I put myself through! It hurts that I have not put these... feelings aside! I thought I had dealt with it.. thinking that it would be for the better.. thinking.. like the old saying goes "It is better to have love and lost.. then never loved at all" What should BEAR do??