I'm always wondering why I trust the adults in my life. A few I know I can, but others. They seem like monsters, and I'm trapped in their wake. Even my grandparents seem utterly abusive. My parents...only one. But I still wonder why deep in my mind I think to trust any of them. I try to stop them constantly, and get hurt more. What should I do? Really no need to answer, but advice will be listened to. I try to keep my siblings safe, and where do I end up, hurt, crying, lost, depressed, and destroyed. In the end I'm always hurt, but if I never try to stop these things, where would that leave me? With the hurt of knowing that I didn't try, or simply pondering the fact of all of my "why"'s?
Why do I trust them....
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baby doll, Don't think this way, it makes me sad. i love you. And I understand that you feel the need to protect your siblings, but your sister is bigger than you are, and can protect herself. Your brother on the other hand, well, that I can understand. I hope that u don't always feel depressed, hurt, and all of the other stuff you said. Especially not around me! I love you honey.
I'm always wondering why I trust the adults in my life. A few I know I can, but others. They seem like monsters, and I'm trapped in their wake. Even my grandparents seem utterly abusive. My parents...only one. But I still wonder why deep in my mind I think to trust any of them. I try to stop them constantly, and get hurt more. What should I do? Really no need to answer, but advice will be listened to. I try to keep my siblings safe, and where do I end up, hurt, crying, lost, depressed, and destroyed. In the end I'm always hurt, but if I never try to stop these things, where would that leave me? With the hurt of knowing that I didn't try, or simply pondering the fact of all of my "why"'s?
Songi, babe, I'm not sad and depressed when I'm with you.
deathfilled, I understand wondering why someone you love so much can cause you so much pain. A few people in my life have shown me that possiblity. Understanding why someone that you love can cause you pain, is another story. That I still ponder. Not about you, Songi, I swear. And deathfilled, one more thing, I'm a lesbian too, and Songi is my girlfriend.
deathfilled, I understand wondering why someone you love so much can cause you so much pain. A few people in my life have shown me that possiblity. Understanding why someone that you love can cause you pain, is another story. That I still ponder. Not about you, Songi, I swear. And deathfilled, one more thing, I'm a lesbian too, and Songi is my girlfriend.
Songi, babe, I'm not sad and depressed when I'm with you.
deathfilled, I understand wondering why someone you love so much can cause you so much pain. A few people in my life have shown me that possiblity. Understanding why someone that you love can cause you pain, is another story. That I still ponder. Not about you, Songi, I swear. And deathfilled, one more thing, I'm a lesbian too, and Songi is my girlfriend.
deathfilled, I understand wondering why someone you love so much can cause you so much pain. A few people in my life have shown me that possiblity. Understanding why someone that you love can cause you pain, is another story. That I still ponder. Not about you, Songi, I swear. And deathfilled, one more thing, I'm a lesbian too, and Songi is my girlfriend.
your bi, not lez. And songie has an E on the end of it.
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