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Why do i trust?

Discussion in 'Rants, Musings and Ideas' started by White Dove, Jul 3, 2007.

  1. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member

    why do i even bother to trust anyone?

    why did i have to get that upsetting email? my life sucks.. it just isnt fair.. i just can not take any more hurt.

    Am i not already hurting enough?

    am i not already in pain?

    God why do i put up with it? have i not been a good person? did i not forgive the deception toward me? then why put more hurt upon me?

    i just cant take much more hurt... it is just too much , way too much. i just can not ...

    god i hate myself.. i hate trusting in others and then getting hurt... it just is not right... it is not fair.,..

    i have been open and honest with everyone here.. i have never lied to anyone here yet i was lied to.. i was told that someone i cared about had passed and i believed it... then i find out it was a lie yet i forgave , now i am being called a liar from the same person...

    that is not right and i had to get this off my chest cause too much pain is tormenting me.. it just is too much. i cant take this anymore... i just cant...