Why do i ? Why do i trust? I have never lied to anyone here. i have been completly open and honest to everyone here. i have been honest about my fears , my life , my illness , and yet i got an e-mail from a member here telling me no more lies?? I have NEVER LIED TO ANYONE HERE BECAUSE THIS IS A FORUM FOR SUPPORT! What the hell am i even still doing here? I was the one that was lied to.. i was the one who got caught up in the middle of a deception and i forgave him... Why does life have to be so unfair? i tried to help.. i honestly tried to help... i have had it.. no one gives a shit about me anyway... yep i am cursing. cursing because i have had it with this life... I am not really angry just more hurt now then before... why can my life be happy? why cant i be happy? why does my stupid past have to always be brought up every single time? it is not fair.... I have been completly open , completly honest with everyone here... god i want to just end it right now.. just get it over with cause my life sucks..