I know it's a shitty thing to say but I get the feeling people here don't care. Sure you can say you do but you don't even know me. Why should people care about me anyway. I guess I'm tired of trying to feel better. Tired of trying to believe that people are nice and don't judge cause that's not true. People judge people hurt and I'm sick of thinking optimistically when I know that people just say things you want to hear. This is pointless. You guys all probably think I'm an asshole but I'm not, I'm just a tired and sick of it all. Why do people bother to care? Why do they say what people want to hear? Why do we care about people we don't even know? Why are people so optimistic when the world has both light and dark? People can say its human nature but really what is human nature? Ironically I care about people I don't even know but my brain can't seem to understand why people would care about me hahaha this world is so fucked. I'm so fucked.