If you are suicidal it probably think life will suck as long as it is going on and you want to end it. Maybe your story is different, but my life is just one big depressing blur, I'm not in constant pain, its just that life is so bleak and miserable that I can't stand it and I want out, its hard to explain and I don't want to sit here all day and write about how, but I hate life and I always have.. I have been here for a few weeks and posted a few threads and responses to stuff but all I have seen are depressed people being depressed and people here saying don't do it and give generic "don't do it : (" responses and stuff like that. So really all this, including my therapists are doing (I went today and this is why I bring this up) are basically trying to make you live your normal life expectancy, no matter what is going on. These places and people aren't trying to support depression or trying to help you feel better, they are just trying to make sure that even though you are depressed, you don't kill yourself and just provide suggestion for filler to make up the time between now and your natural death instead of killing yourself later tonight. <--- and option I am seriously considering.