hurt us emotionally?? I just dont know why i do it?? I seen my death.. i have asked and pleaded with some to at least help me to ease my mind but they appearently dont give a rats a.. about me or my emotional well being... so why do i do it?? why do we trust someone and open up our hearts out to them..? i seen them at my funeral.. i seen them crying.. so why are they not here to help ease my mind?? How can they be so cold hearted toward me yet go to church and pretend to be something that deep down they are not??