Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by wastedmylife, Sep 19, 2009.
I've lost everything in the "recession" and don't want to start over at my age (64).
Because of people, in specific and as a whole.
it is my destiny. my dream. my escape.
Life in general just sucks and people are just constantly hurting me. I feel too that it was my fate to end up like this.
Because I hate myself
Because my life sucks more than I could have ever imagined. Things have gotten unbearable. I've done all I could to try to make it better to no avail. At this point, I have absolutely nothing to live for. I have no dreams or goals in life, no friends, no job, no money. Behind in my rent and all other bills. I can't even afford to stay alive if I wanted to. Everything has closed in on me and I feel like it's my time.
No future, no hope, no love
Life sux and I can't do anything to fix it.
Aww I love you. :hug:
She's gone, nothing ever goes right, hope is gone, tired, frustrated, sad, angry, all at once.
Because no matter how much good you do this life only pays you back with PAIN, you never get nothing good in return and its sickening, it pisses me off to a point where i just don't want to be here anymore.
I think my innermost feelings are gone. Part of me has already died, the rest of me doesn't really want to stick around.
Well......... a mixture of pretty much all those things i geuss.
life is not worth living
i am old
i have never been pretty enough to get who i want
i am currently with someone i Do want
but i know he can do better so i know it's only a matter of time
life sucks in a major way
it's been 45 yrs and counting
I don't want to die, I'm just dying to live.
I want the same shot at happiness that everybody else seems to get. Is it so wrong to want what's mine?
I just hate the way I feel inside. And I don't know any other way to stop it.
I think that sort of sums up how I feel as well. It's as though my spirt and feelings have died, and the rest of me just hasn't had the good sense to lay down yet.
Because I have been shit on all my life...No friends, no wife, my daughter only talks to me when she wants..I have lost everything I worked so hard to get.. I have several phsyc problems..I see no future..I won't let anyone get close to me so I am lonely..I just can't take anymore pain in my life..
No one reason really... I hate my family and have no contact with them anymore, I haven't had any friends since grade 2 (I'm 17 and a junior in college now), no one ever talks to me and I have problems talking to people as well. I'm always depressed, have trouble falling asleep and eating, and don't know what I want to do at all. Nothing makes me happy anymore, and I feel sick all the time. I'm also short for my age and look like a child.
Nowadays all I do is study and spend time on the internet... waiting for something good to happen...