I dont understand, ive have one of the best days ive ever had. then people decide to fuck me over. i just cant deal with any of this anymore. i really cant. people think i can. im fed up off fighting with life. i just cant do this anymore. i just cant see another way out. ive been so good, havent selfharmed in like a day 1/2 but ive lost to the world, everyone has turned against me, including my self. i just cant do anything right, and i give up. i really do now, i give up. i aint drank in 7 days, and its been hell, becuase im feeling the pain that i dont want to feel. Im just fed up of having to be the perfect daughter, not to screw up, and when i do i get fuckin shit kicked outta me. i just cant do this anymore. i really cant. fuck the world. im better off dead. i cant promise anyone if im safe or not, as i feel so shit. i still dont no if i am pregant or not, and im worried if i am that would ruin everythin even more.