A friend of mine has terminal cancer. She is a wonderful person. She has a family and is a happy person. She has so much to give to the world and she wants to live. I'm hoping for a miracle, but.......... I wish that I could die for her. She has so much to live for: friends, family, happiness. She will be missed. I can't say the same for me. If I died it wouldn't matter, but the world will be worse off without her. Why is it an important person like her has to die and a worthless person like me has to live? Wouldn't it make more sense for me to leave? Life just makes no sense to me. I feel so bad for her. I wish there was something I could do for her.