I know how... But why do such horrible feelings, and pain come to people so young? I started with this pain since I was 8, but now I'm 15. It's been a year since I've started cutting. Why is it that such pain comes to so many young people? There are probably people here, younger, some a little older that feel it. It's not really fair. Sometimes I wonder what it's like to be happy. I wonder sometimes what I might accomplish, what I might feel if I wasn't this way... What would you (think you would) do if you hadn't felt it? This pain?