I am exploring ways to kill myself and I think <methods ......>
God fucking damn it why does suicide have to be so painful, who the hell is going to slit their fucking throat in order to die, I dont see myself shooting myself and I cant think of any other way to die
Mother fucker what did I do to my life, a year ago or 7 months ago I had the chance to be the happiest smartest person on the planet and now I am left here in a world of dog shit, pure absolute dog shit, I am about to turn 29 years old and for all intents and purposes my life is basically over, what the fuck am I gonna do with my life and what did I do to my life
And yet the wall of anger is still there about people who helped me get to the shape I am in, why should I let them win, I am essentially dead and death seems to be my only solution, what do I do with this anger at this point?
God fucking damn it why does suicide have to be so painful, who the hell is going to slit their fucking throat in order to die, I dont see myself shooting myself and I cant think of any other way to die
Mother fucker what did I do to my life, a year ago or 7 months ago I had the chance to be the happiest smartest person on the planet and now I am left here in a world of dog shit, pure absolute dog shit, I am about to turn 29 years old and for all intents and purposes my life is basically over, what the fuck am I gonna do with my life and what did I do to my life
And yet the wall of anger is still there about people who helped me get to the shape I am in, why should I let them win, I am essentially dead and death seems to be my only solution, what do I do with this anger at this point?
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