Why dont it get betta :(

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by BravoFREAK, Oct 23, 2007.

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  1. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member

    I've posted threads here every now and again over the past year
    I know you's always tell me im too young, leave it a while, things will get betta
    BUT WATS THE POINT!
    Nothing lasts, everything always ends up the same...
    Ive had an ups and downs year and
    im acually back where I started...
    Sitting here just wanting to die!
    I remember a few months ago...I thought my life was turning around...
    That barly lasted a month before i realised it wasn't gonna last
    I acually think im in a worse position than I was a year ago...
    now others can see how i truly am!
    I use to be able to hide it, but now everyone seems to notice!
    I cant take life no more!
    Really dont want to be here!
    I just wish I had the strength to end it right here, right now!
     
  2. lil-sis-one-of-two

    lil-sis-one-of-two Well-Known Member

    I am sorry you feel so bad at the minute. Do you want to talk?
     
  3. Terry

    Terry Antiquities Friend Staff Alumni

    People say you're young because you are hun :smile:
    The teen years can be some of the most difficult times we go thru.
    What with body changes, trying to find out who you are, trying to become an adult in the teeth of parents trying to protect you from adulthood, the whole fitting in shit that is so important at your age. SHEESH :blink:

    Normally, believe it or not, things do get better. Age changes the way you look at things, things that seemed so important at 15-18 suddenly really don't seem to be so important in the scheme of things and all that heightened sensitivity that is part of the teen years lessens to some degree.

    However, things are not going to get better if you are suffering from a mental illness, depresssion, paranoia etc. That has to be treated for you to get better.

    Sit down and work out just what is shit in your life and what is good. Try to step back from it a bit so you can get some perception on it, is it part of the growing process (i.e worrying about school, getting a boyfriend/girlfriend, fitting in etc) or is there an underlying depression, trauma at work in your mind.
    If the latter, the sooner you get help, counselling, therapy etc, the better. :hug:
     
  4. BravoFREAK

    BravoFREAK Active Member

    Hmm well its a few days later
    Well I just lost the only 2 ppl i truly care about today
    Feel like i got noone
    Plus, my mum and i are fighting more than eva
    I cant hack it no more

    I really just want to finish skool and move as far away as possible,
    start a new life
    hopefully one worth waking up to every morning
     
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