I've posted threads here every now and again over the past year I know you's always tell me im too young, leave it a while, things will get betta BUT WATS THE POINT! Nothing lasts, everything always ends up the same... Ive had an ups and downs year and im acually back where I started... Sitting here just wanting to die! I remember a few months ago...I thought my life was turning around... That barly lasted a month before i realised it wasn't gonna last I acually think im in a worse position than I was a year ago... now others can see how i truly am! I use to be able to hide it, but now everyone seems to notice! I cant take life no more! Really dont want to be here! I just wish I had the strength to end it right here, right now!