I've never been close to anyone in my life. I never felt the sense of being in love. Why does by bastard dad have to move so much. Doesnt he know thats what made me fucked up. This board is not helping, please someone be real with me, insult me, critiqsize me, just do something so i know im not alone in my mind. i dont want to post my whole life story, i just want some attention because i have no other places to go. 2 more days until school please god help me to make it through these days and to have a new attitude by school time so i can succeed. WHy dont you people like me?