Why don't people fucking understand!! Two people i talked to about my burning to today and both times i got a fucking lecture! My cousin said, i qoute: 'ur an idiot' 'u need to get help' The one person i thought would fucking understand!!! she knows how hard to is not to cut! she went thru it herself! and she turns round and calls me an idiot. Whatever i don't give a shit no more. Told my teacher aswell and got a lecture off her, should of never told her about the burning. She asked to see my arm and i should her, and she kinda got pissed at seeing the burn marks and the scars, made me feel like shit. I was even worried about going home because what i might do on the way home. And right now i'm thinking of ODing, was gonna go shop and buy some stuff but now got people all worried, one even asking about my address. If i did take anything then its not enough to harm me, just enough to get 'away' from it. I wanna go to the shop NOW but then i got someone saying their gonna call me if i go out. I'm scared because their asking for my address :sad: I don't even wanna be on the computer but their making me stay! I just wanna go. Just wanna leave :sad: It might stop me tonight, doesn't mean i won't go out and buy some tomorrow or the day after or the day after that, their not allways gonna be there.