The thought of suicide's been on my mind a lot lately. The past year or so have just drained me of any hope for the future and I don't see why I should continue to suffer. I've gone through 3 rounds of heart brake, I'm down to no friends, I work a job I've grown to hate, I can't find happiness in anything, and I'm tired of people letting me down most of all. Why continue? Why believe in this bs that the future will be better? The reality is it won't, life will continue drag me further down, keep me suffering, alone and unhappy which is why I'm considering ending it in a few weeks time. I've given up on the world.