First off your sister's boyfriend sounds like a total dickwad. Of course your family doesn't see you (for what you think you are at the moment... doesn't mean you are remotely what people say you are), cause they are your family. Most families (not gonna lie not all of em) have unconditional love for one another. I've lost a brother 12 years ago, on his bday/ Thanksgiving no less, to suicide. It was related to money problems. A very small amount considering all the heartache my mom, other two brothers, his kids have had to deal with since it happened. My mom still blames herself, and I can see the effects of losing a lost one to suicide this day. Of course I'm not gonna lie though... I have been there w/ a loaded gun in my mouth, but something stopped me. I'm still heavilly depressed, and have definately thought about suicide, but it would destroy my mom, brothers, family, and friends. I know its easy to tunnel vision and see the "easy way out". But please beleive me it will not be easy for your brother and sister. They will have a weight on their shoulders the rest of their life wondering "What if I could have done something". Or try and look at it this way... you off yourself it won't help their financial situation any more. 1st off you won't be able to contribute and money in the future, and they will have to pay for some type of funeral/ creamation or whatever it is will have to be done. Not to mention the state they will be in, so they might have to miss work (if they are working), and it could send them into a downward spiral depression. Please PM me if you want to talk... I guarentee I can relate. Hope I was of some help. Just know there is a way out, even if it seems bleak. Suicide is unreversable, financial problems are not.