I didn't know what title should I put, so I picked a Faithless song. Don't know why, it's in my head right now. Anyway, what I was about to say - Things are going pretty well with my life at the moment. I should start to work in a firm, the work is payed very well. I have a family and friends that support me, I have money for travelling, etc. But still, I can't fight the feeling that I don't want to go through all this. I don't wanna go through life when I'm going to die anyway. Why should I stay? I had two failed suicide attempts (overdose) and now I'm going to throw myself off the factory tower. I just can't stand this anymore.