I sometimes wonder why I help anyone at all.. Seems most people I help basically slap me in the face for helping them.. Helped a friend of a friend move in, made some mac and cheese, and I'm blamed for ruining their pan and stealing things I didn't even touch.. When we had bought them food also from the grocery store.. I've homed groups of people and end up getting threatened because I can't let them stay.. I turned in money yesterday to a store after I had found it on the ground, and went back today to ask if anyone had claimed it and the manager wasn't even notified any money had been brought in.. So I'm feeling like shit.. I don't know why it's in my nature to really give a crap about anyone.. But I can't help it.. I sometimes wonder why I can't just be mean sometimes.. Why I always have to do things right.. Seems so stupid.. cuz for all I or anyone who does good, we are slapped in the face! Yet, bad actions are ignored.. and some are even embraced.. Such as lying ur way into a fucking job.. I'm really getting tired of people being such dicks.. Pardon my language, but I am!!