how can you love someone so much just to have them cast you aside? i know you've moved on, but to what? to witch-nose? no one else likes her but you. hate to break it to you. you promised you'd always be there, you promised you'd always care. but where have you gone? where have you disappeared to? i miss you so much, i don't care what anyone else says. i care about you, and that hasn't changed. why...why...why...why? i hate caring about you because it makes me so depressed. it makes me so depressed wondering why you threw me aside...that you obviously didn't care as much as you once said. it makes me fall into this hole that i don't even want to climb out of, and i can't afford to do that right now...not when there's so much else that needs to be done. it hurts so, so badly. i wish i didn't care anymore, but obviously i do. i wish i could cut you out of my life, i wish i had never met you. and it hurts. why? why are you doing this to me? i just don't understand.