Why hold on when I get worse and worse everyday, it seems that I''m in quick sand, and there is no way out. These days all I can do not to kill myself, nothing is going well, I don't have any real friends, I miss friends the most. I don't have a girlfriend, I turned bisexual, and it's getting worse and worse everyday, I can't handle this. I don't want to be totaly bi, but everyday, it gets worse and worse, feel like I'm gona be gay at the end. I'm scared as I don't want that to happen, I don't even have sex with dudes. I made a huge mistake, and many man would rather kill themselfs then be what I'm. So it's hard. I should be on suicide watch. I made this terrible mistake and now I'm bi. I can't handle it. It's not me. I know there are a lot of bisexuals on SF, so it would be nice to connect with a couple. I need support as I don't know how to handle my new found madness.