I'm so disappointed....i met a girl last week...but i just don't know what to do...........i feel so bad.... she expected to invite her to a coffee...or something like that...but i just...i've never done that...like i'm shy...like i don't know how to do it...like i don't have power... I might see her again.. i might not. But i know for sure that i can't do anything to get closer. she could be my friend, at least for this month while she is here. what is the sense of living if you can't make new friends, and if you have lost all your friends.....i'm so unhappy and i can't do anything. i never thought that it could affect me that way. I, who was always strong, and never cared about friends. I think i'm dying without friends, and being incapable of making friends, even when i find someone i like...i never make the first step. never! I have Asperger, and i know it is because of that. you have always to learn how to do things. but...now i'm dying!