I am 24 years old. I have been jobless for 2 years. This happened due to, I DIDN'T TAKE LIFE SERIOUSLY. 2 years ago, I rejected a good job offer, while I was studying. I thought I have other plans. Then I wanted to study abroad, but it was too costly. Then I got an offer from Dubai. I thought I have been saved. When I went there, the. company was fraud, I came back wasting a large amount of money. Now, its been 2years. I have a younger brother. My parents aren't that rich now. I think now that I am just a money wasting machine. If I live further, I don't think I could earn enough money to make a living. Then I have to marry also. All the expenses will have to be beared by my parents and they will. But I really think I am a load. If I end it now, it will atleast release them from thinking WHAT WOULD BE MY FUTURE. The only thing which prevents me is that HOW MUCH I WILL HURT MY PARENTS AFTER COMMITTING SUICIDE. But I think my brother. will give them support.