Why I'm alive

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by cult logic, Aug 31, 2009.

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  1. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    I ask myself this.

    You know why? Because there are people I have yet to see suffer that need to.

    If I die they win. I have to be the one to dictate what happens.

    Only after they are "dealt with" I can die.

    By my own hand at my own terms.

    Then I win.

    So I wonder why do I wait?
     
  2. Right U R Ken

    Right U R Ken Well-Known Member

    "dealt with"?? Are you hinting that you plan to harm other people? As tempting as that may be sometimes it ends up making you one of them. Maybe worse than them depending on what they did compared to what you might do.

    Don't come here talking about potentially committing a crime. You won't get any support for that and you don't deserve any.
     
  3. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    o_O Are you planning to harm someone? It wouldn't solve anything,

    If so,please get professional help A.S.A.P

    PM me if you need to talk about it :hug:
     
  4. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Hahaha, reading comprehension FTW, huh?

    Why does everyone think revenge means murder?

    What use would the people I hate be to me if they were dead? More importantly, what kind of person would tell someone unless they want to be caught?

    If I got a gun and killed everyone they would win. I can't have that.

    I need them to PAY, not die. You cannot hold victory over the head of a dead man.

    Which is why I have already started doing what I planned.

    My sister's gonna have a great first day at college when she washes her hair with suave mixed with honey.

    Morally dubious? Perhaps.

    Illegal? No.
     
  5. createdforopinion

    createdforopinion Active Member

    Tell us why you feel compelled to do these things. Why do they deserve it? Do they really deserve it? Can't you worry about yourself, and not others? Why do you feel the need to "win" over them?
     
  6. Right U R Ken

    Right U R Ken Well-Known Member

    Honey in someone's shampoo? This is what you mean by "dealt with"? Your post went from sounding ominous to childish. We're dealing with life and death here. That just soounds like some immature sibling squabble.
     
  7. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Ah yes, because you know my situation don't you?

    Would it be "srs" enough for you if I said I was going to stab her once she fell asleep?

    I have my own way of dealing with things.

    < mod edit - Insulting >
     
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  8. Littlewiji

    Littlewiji Well-Known Member

    I find it's a more satisfying "win" if you don't need to react. Being the better person and all
     
  9. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Don't you just love idiots?

    They come, make assumptions, and then when their assumptions are incorrect they get butthurt and start hurling insults.

    Ahh, the Internet.

    Full of entertainment.
     
  10. ODIECOM

    ODIECOM Well-Known Member

    i think this thread should be closed
     
  11. poison

    poison Well-Known Member

    OP should just be banned, actually.
     
  12. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Aww, you gonna cry cause I gave you truth in your post? :rolleyes:
     
  13. poison

    poison Well-Known Member

    cool story bro
     
  14. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Ugh, stop calling people idiots and douches :( It's not cool.
     
  15. poison

    poison Well-Known Member

    you know what is cool though? his stories. cool story bro
     
  16. yursomedicated

    yursomedicated Chat & Forum Buddy

    I think the thread got a little out of control, and should be closed.
     
  17. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    Insults needs to stop or it will be closed.
     
  18. Right U R Ken

    Right U R Ken Well-Known Member

    Definitely.
     
  19. cult logic

    cult logic Staff Alumni

    Ha.

    So much I could say here.

    Don't want to upset you though. ='(
     
  20. Marshmallow

    Marshmallow Staff Alumni

    The arguing is obviously not gonna stop. Thread locked.
     
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