What possible options do we have after we die? From all the stories i have heard, i can say this: 1. there will be nothing, we cease to exist. this is not bad, actually, its perfect, there will be no pain and sorrow for the first time, there will be nothing. 2. afterlife, heaven or hell, God. If i suicide, i wont go to hell, as i definitely deserve heaven after all i have suffered in my life. And btw, if there is really hell, then im already there. 3. reincarnation in life worse than this, untill you leave to the end. well, fuck it, i will suicide now, i will reborn again, will have the same life as this or worse, and i will kill myself again and again. at least i will have some good years before i suicide in the next life. So, tell me why should i be afraid of wahts after life if i suicide?