It's probably obvious that I'm a sensitive girl and one thing really got to me today. I've being going out with my boyfriend for about 2 years now; something like that. Anyway I love him so much, he is the love of my life and I'm forever thinking about him, always needing him to hold me, always needing to know he's okay, always missing him. He is my life, my everything but, lately, we've grown apart a tiny bit.
He never really talks to me anymore, apart from when he misses me or something, and the only time I get a reply it's always to do with sex e.g.
Me: Hey
Him: Sex
Me: Lol you okay?
Him: Sex
That's pretty much all I get. I feel so special and grateful when I get something more, when I can actually talk to him about something other than sex.
Also, he says I'm the love of his life and I'm his everything and I'm not criticizing him, he does show that he loves me, he is so loving and caring. But he sometimes flirts with my mates and tries to get the to have sex with him or he goes to clubs and has sex or gets off with girls there. It's starting to break my heart a bit. But, I don't want to tell him; if I leave it too long he will think I'm okay with it and then eventually I will crack and go crazy (happens with everything I bury at the back of my head) but at the same time, it's what makes him happy, it's who he is and I can't take that away from him. I would rather suffer for him to be happy but it's hurting so much.
I don't know what to do. :'(
He never really talks to me anymore, apart from when he misses me or something, and the only time I get a reply it's always to do with sex e.g.
Me: Hey
Him: Sex
Me: Lol you okay?
Him: Sex
That's pretty much all I get. I feel so special and grateful when I get something more, when I can actually talk to him about something other than sex.
Also, he says I'm the love of his life and I'm his everything and I'm not criticizing him, he does show that he loves me, he is so loving and caring. But he sometimes flirts with my mates and tries to get the to have sex with him or he goes to clubs and has sex or gets off with girls there. It's starting to break my heart a bit. But, I don't want to tell him; if I leave it too long he will think I'm okay with it and then eventually I will crack and go crazy (happens with everything I bury at the back of my head) but at the same time, it's what makes him happy, it's who he is and I can't take that away from him. I would rather suffer for him to be happy but it's hurting so much.
I don't know what to do. :'(