i mean why has everything i touched crumbled? i was thinkin of cutting after my exbroke up with me, its distroying me. i dont wnna be with anyone but him. i feel so dwn i dunno what to do. i took paracetamol in front of him the other day. i dint need to but i wanted to but he stopped me. i wanna cut so badly, turn back to my old ways cuz i dunno what else to do now any ideas? i cant talk to him cuz he doesnt wanna hear it and al my friends are saying its his loss and i should forget bout him but i dont wanna.