Why is it so hard to walk away? All these thoughts are running through my mind. What if he's right? What if I can't make it out there by myself? What if no one will ever love me and I'll die alone? What if this time he really will change, I mean everyone deserves a second chance right? As usual I'm just over thinking and over complicating things. Considering that the bruises from the last punishment haven't even healed yet it is still incredibly hard to leave.