I realize the more people I try to meet, the more fake everyone and including myself has to become in order for any sort of relationship to happen for a while. Why is that? Why can't people just accept each other for who we are, and appreciate there is a least a human being there who wants to be there for you?? I mean when we all are old and dying, how many people really stick with you? And people drop each other now while things are still thriving? It's like they can't see any use of me. They read me as a waste of their busy time. I have gotten to know some people recently and already they give me the excuse that they are busy. Tell me this, if you are busy, and you valued my friendship, would you still try to make time for me? I thought people who like each other, would want to spend as much time as they could around each other? I really don't get people at all.