Why is it ?

Discussion in 'I Have a Question...' started by White Dove, Aug 24, 2007.

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  1. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member

    That when you tell someone you are going to do it that they act like they dont believe you?

    Why is it that when you even tell family members and then they go on and say well do it if you want to?

    My gosh , do they think i am not serious???

    What will they do when they find out i really did do it?

    I just wonder about that.......

    This little dove is not going to be here much more longer and this is a promise and when i make a promise i stick with it... I have made a choice and it was my choice... When a person wants to die there is nothing that can really stop them... For me its gonna happen and i dont care rather anyone believes that or not but it is going to happen and that is my promise to all...

    I have lost everything i ever cared about in my life.. it is all gone.. i have nothing.. nothing to hold on to.. so this little dove is going to fly away.. no date set , it will just happen.. i have lost just too much...

    you know whats driving me to do this? Those who have hurt me , those who havent cared for me when they should , those who have put more hurt upon my heart , like the daltons , and my brother , those who have placed those icons that were meant to them as fun it is driving me to do this very act..

    it wont go away.. it wont ever quit hurting me.. When is it ever going to be enough? its not... so my dear older brother , my dear daltons , my dear fun makers you drove me to this , you really did , you fueled the fire and now its outta control..

    So why is it that they dont believe we can do it when we say we can? just wondering... what is their motive to think we are not capable of actually doing the job...? well guess i will have to prove them all wrong again when i do it.. but this time theres no saving me..
     
  2. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    Because you have made countless post saying your going to tomorrow or today and you never do, and this leads people not to believe you, its like boy who cried wolf.
     
  3. White Dove

    White Dove Well-Known Member


    not true ...


    i do and have tried but something always stops me and noooo.. it is NOT ME stopping myself..

    saying its like the little boy who cried wolf is basically saying i am lying...

    thats okay and thats alright cause they believe that way and i will carry it out and finish it....

    well im gonna do it and i am greatful that they believe that so now i know i can succeed in it without them interfering in it..

    nobody thinks i will do it do they????

    my gosh why do you think i came here for? to try and find a reason not to do it JUST YET AND HOLD ON A DAY MORE..

    Well they can believe what they want and i will carry it out..

    this little dove is going , just like anna did..

    why did they not believbe her? perhaps the same way they dont believbe me oh well , hope everyone finally finds the peace they are looking for ...

    see ya
     
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