Why is it i try so hard to make something work and make my life better but theres always someone there to crash it down and ruin it. I just want to be happy and feel loved i give so much but i get nothing back in return, iv never understood why so many people can take from me and i just let them carry on taking, i felt better last week it only lasted a little while, its back now and the feelings there, i just wish i could close my eyes and drift away because this world is full of hate and thats it everyone i know is materliastic selfish and 2 faced.