Important Note: I'm 14 years old, and nearing the end of 8th grade. I know there is that 5% population -- including me -- that is good and helpful to others. But whenever I look around at school or any online games I may play, all I see are people insulting each other, acting crazy and wild like a pack of untamed beasts. And every time one of these idiots insult me, I get this feeling, you know, why even go on when the world is so corrupt? I don't at all want to kill myself, and I have made no plans whatsoever, but I mean, you know why even bother getting by everything? There is no one there to talk to, all of my friends have turned into the pack of wild beasts that do nothing but laugh wildly and insult people. Even though I'm still friends with 3 or 4 people (none of them goths or suicidal themselves, mind you), I just can't stand to every day see nothing but corruption in this world. Gangs, random violence, idiots who try to make themselves seem bigger than everyone else because they're so insecure of themselves that they try to put others down. I just can't take that I have no one to talk to anymore. The world used to be so good when I was younger, but now I have to face the cold hard truth that there are barely any of the people that grew up in good families and were raised to be nice people. I know only one person in my school that is nice and kind. Only one. Everyone else isn't. I look around my lunch room in 5th period, and see nothing but idiots laughing hysterically at the slightest comment their friends make and other gangster type people (we literally have at least 10 people that act like gangsters in our school -- some of them occasionally get into fights, too). Every day I see more and more people being sucked into the "gangster" lifestyle. Every day more people wear their pants below their waste like they're trying to say something with it like the dumbasses they are. I just don't like being a part of a world that has nothing but corruption.