I've lived with severe anxiety and mild insomnia all my life. I also have worsening OCD (the kind where it's all in your head), and I've had recurruing instances of major depression since I was 12. I've tried a number of meds for all things, years of therapy and psychiatry, and just about everything I can think of. The only relief I seem to have is temporary. It always comes back and makes life almost untolerable. I feel like a defective person, and that I have no hope of having a life worth living. I've been asking myself for a while now why I keep going, but not even I know the answer. I don't feel that I can be helped because I've kept my flawed way of thinking my entire life and it's physically part of me at this point. I seem unable to really let others know how severly fucked in the head I am. I appear normal to most people, but on the inside I feel like I don't belong here. Like I'm some how broken beyond repair. The worst thing is, I have no reason to feel this way. I must have been born with alot of mental problems. I'm only 16, but I feel like I've lived forever and just want to take the exit route. I can't stand living like this. Even when I'm not depressed I want to die. Even though most people would rather have a happy life, I just want to die. I need to know, are there some people that just can't be fixed?