A year ago in a few weeks its been a year since i tried committing suicide by overdosing. I got med-flighted to Boston. Today and this week has been very hard for me. I want to act on my impulses but haven't. I'm trying to stay distracted and surround myself by others, but every second I'm alone lately I just regret telling anyone what I did last year. I'm going to college in the fall and I am so scared. I've worked so hard for this but I want to just give it up. I just don't know what to do anymore.