I'm so miserable & depressed. I'm always out of it because I'm always so exhaust.I am making so many mistakes because I'm out of it. I can't do anything right,it takes me forever to learn something.I have few friends, no true friends though. My family treats me like crap. They treated me younger than I am everyone does. Now, I don't even have motivation to do things I enjoyed,I just don't feel like do anything. I just want to be alone. As of recently, I've been researching "methods",& look at different sites. That's how desperàte I am to leave. I just really don't want to be here. I feel so worthless,& I feel like a burden.