Why me?

[Being me]

i'm so alone.

I dont know whats goin on in my life.

its moving to fast.

my mental state i dont think its wrong

i think its necessary.

i cut myself to stop my self from killing myself

but cutting myself isn't having much of an effect anymore.

so i take the next step.

i can get rid of all of this with one cut

one of the easy actions

is one of the hardest things i've ever done.

i feel lost in my mind.

i feel as if no-one cares.

the one person keeping me alive is my mum

but my love for her only goes so far i know thats terrible but the pain is smothering me

im choking on it

i taste it.

its become my life everything has become my pain

i just want to release the burden of pain i never asked for this!

why is it on me.