I often wonder why people must pay the consequences with their lives in order for the rest of the world to prevent the same tragedy from happening. Like 9.11.. There were hints to the US that the WTC would be attacked yet the administration decided to ignore the warning and let thousands of people die. And it is because of the deaths, which MUST happen, that they decided to amp up security. Why can't they have acted upon the warning in the first place? Why must people MUST die for something to be done? Why must people commit suicide because their family were so oblivious? For me personally, if I had committed suicide, my family would be upset and ONLY THEN, that they would think of all the possible help that I COULD HAVE had, that MAY have prevented suicide. They would think I could have been saved if they had encouraged me to see a mental health specialist, or if they had given me moral support. See, the funny thing is, if I WERE ALIVE, they WOULD NOT be thinking those thoughts. If I WERE ALIVE, they would only be thinking how USELESS i was and how I should be doing this and doing that and tell me how I need to grow up because that's just the way life worked. They WOULD NOT of tell me to get therapy treatment or given me words of support such as "life has many possibilities and obstacles, if you tripped and fell, try the next hurdle, no big deal." Must I kill myself in order for them to understand? If I must kill myself, then I wouldn't even need their understanding because my problems would have been solved. So what options do I have? To kill myself or to kill myself? I'm infuriated with how people handle things-how closed and absent-minded they are. Can you imagine how many people would have of been saved if we had only opened our eyes?