I guess I just want attention. But why not? Why shouldn't I end this. I have no friends. The friends I do have smoke marijuana and thats it. I have no girlfriend, I blow, or blew every chance. My friends are always 'partying' without me. I always have to go out of my way for attention. I'm completely lonely. Just got perscribed to klonopin because of my anxiety. It's all a joke. Now I've began smoking weed again because of my perscription to klonopin. I'll never have anything I want. I have nobody, nobody who could do things for me that I need. Death just seems okay. Smoking is makeing my basketball game worse, jumping and fatigue. But really, I want this, I want it the hard way. I've been wanting klonopin for about two years, I've suffered with anxiety, now its just lonelyness and getting over my nervousness and self pride. Suicide just seems okay sometimes. Nothings ever worked anyways. Bye.