It's rhetorical. Unless you can cure some disease, have others that depend on you, go ahead. For many of us, life is futile and we have little to offer. I don't fit into any usefull categories and have become a blight on the rest of the world. Blah blah blah. boo hoo. You can't save me. I don't want to be saved. I'm just trying to figure out the best way that will assure I don't wake up disfigured or F'ed up more than I already am. "Goodbye cruel world, it's over.... Walk on by"